Hollywood Just Isn't for me

I used to think that to be successful in the world everyone would have to know you name, you would have to have a lot of money and be in front of all the top magazines.

I used to think that I would truly have it all when I gained approval from the general public. Or perhaps when I won an Oscar for playing a historical character who actually did something to change the world.

It was only until recently that I realized that TMZ doesn't define my life and that seventeen magazine isn't the end all be all to teeny-bopper relationship advise. Twitter is not a popularity contest and Facebook is not meant for stalking.

At the end of the day we all have the same fate and at the end of the day a Vogue cover will amount to nothing. The eating disorder you've formed in order to fit into a two sizes too small Vera Wang dress will mean nothing.

God forbid you end up in a hospital bed after hearing you have brain cancer...I bet that last thing on your mind will be about the latest child Anglina Jolie bought (i mean got) or about your salon appointment next week.

There will come a day when we are all accountable for our actions and when we look back at it all will it be even worth looking at? Will our obsession with fame and money mean anything in the end? See now, my guess is that it won't..

-Somina B.

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Sometimes I'd Rather Stay Mad

I know. You're probably looking at the title like huh?

Right now for example, I'm a bit mad about something thats going on in my life that I honestly cant change. Im going through so many emotions like jealousy, regret, ungratefulness...you name it..I'm feeling it right now.

But one way i find my ability to release these emotions is church. Now if you're not christian, you might not be able to relate to church specifically, but thats just me. It maybe music, or working out, or art...whatever it is for you. For me it's every Sunday at church.But my main dilemma is during the middle of the week and I dont know what to do with myself. So I usually listen to gospel music.

...Now there is a serious battle that goes on within when I listen to gospel music when I am down. I want so badly take the positive light that this music give out but sometimes I fight it. So i feel as though I am contradicting my emotions. Im listening to the music trying to make myself feel better, but at the same time I'm trying my hardest to stay in the state that I am in...why, you ask? 

Because sometimes I'd just rather stay mad...

I dont know why? Maybe because I just want something to complain about, maybe I even want to let my aggression out in a negative way..who knows? But sometimes I feel as though I dont want to get over the situation, because the situation sucks. Purely sucks.

-Somina B...

                          

Kanye West SNL Performance. Amazing!

His performance of Power...minus the SNL diss lol

His performane of Runaway

Im sorry but Kanye West is a beast yall. I dont care what anyone says about him lol.

He talks shii but DEFINITELY backs it up x10. His Power persformance left me like =0...but i like the song better with the SNL diss lol its funny to me.

What do yall think?

-Somina B.

Dont Ask permission, Ask for forgiveness...so forgive me.

lol corny i know! but i was JUST listening to the song and I thought it was only appropriate to make it my post title.
Anyways, forgive me yalll. I have not been blogging like I used to. Shiii, who am I kidding? I haven't been blogging at all.
I really don't know why but i just haven't felt inspired to do so. But imma come back just for yall ;). But not right now...perhaps tomorrow?

-Somina B.

p.s. shout out to my newwest followers. lub yall

Im Sick Of Rihanna!

Title explains it all. I cant stand this nigga! lol. I only have two words for her...GO HOME!!!
Seriously, her fashion is sick but...it predictable. Her hair is hot...but EVERY black girl in the hood BEEN rocking short hair like that before she came along.
Get over it people. She cant even sing. Is this Illuminati craze blinding people from seeing how terrible she is? Sheesh.

-Somina B.