She was abstinent..
Like Jesus' mom abstinent.
Like don't even have a conversation with her abstinent.
Like you would never even catch her alone with a boy abstinent.
Like no she would not go somewhere "quiet" with you so yall can "talk" abstinent.
Well...the place was kind of loud, and she couldn't really hear what you're saying so...
She was careful...She swears she was careful!
Like she made him wear 2 or 3 of them careful.
Like almost overdosed on birth control careful.
Like taking the morning after pill even before they started careful.
Like you forgot the condom?...well not happening then.
But the kisses on her neck felt so good and she didn't want them to stop, so...
She was pregnant.
Like shit! Pregnant.
Like holy shit!!! Pregnant.
Like she can never go home again pregnant.
Like they both were about to be a happy family, type pregnant.
He said he was going to get her some Rocky Road ice cream but he never came back.
He never came back and so...
She was alone.
Like 7 months in, can't see her shoes and no one to rub her feet alone.
Like, she felt the baby kick, but no one to share it with alone.
Like it's time to deliver and no one to claim as the father alone.
Like no one to share the pain of birthing a lifeless child with...alone.
She went from abstinent, to careful, to pregnant so..
She learned from it.
It was time to start a fresh.
Time to start anew,
She was abstine- I mean IS abstinent.
She is what she once was. Again.
A teenage woman.
-Somina B.
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