Hormones Are a Bitch!

...This is a picture of a hormone...how can something so small cause so much nonsense? Since I'm almost 18 I've realized that things are getting harder and harder to resist...but I'm yet to cave. No, seriously though, the things I used to find so stupid are things that I find myself wanting to do! Though they may be bad, and go against my beliefs I find myself caring less and less. Now I'm not doing it, not because I don't want to, but because I'm forcing myself not to. And nooo it may not be what you think you crazy minded people. Well...you may not be completely wrong but that's not all of it. I'm just getting tired of having to hold back because I feel that I have to. I want to do what I want to do, live up my life and just be young. For the past 17 years I've been seen as the calm, collect, mother of the group. Yes, I may get much more respect than others but I always have the though in the back of my mind...what if I said and did what I really wanted at the time.

I'm going to college soon...hopefully..but I mean, the shelter is getting a little too much and you know who is to blame?...hormones. If it weren't for these little buggers I wouldn't even want to do certain things, or say certain things, or feel certains way...blame the hormones, they're up to no good.
-Somina B.